I need to stop saying I'm going to do things and just actually DO IT.
I say I'm going to write a review today. I spend my time on Tumblr or Twitter. I say I will spend my time typing up some meme posts. I decide to read.
I am getting highly frustrated ..at myself.
I picked the worse possible time to bounce back. Midterms were just around the corner. All my free time was dedicated to creating study guides, studying and reviewing. Never knew it was stressful. Since I've never done midterms, I was terrified but they actually aren't that bad if you know your stuff. If I get one question wrong, then it's okay. It's one or two points. I'll live. Exactly how if miss to type a post. I'll live. It's okay. This is something I need to accept. If I mess up then I discourage myself harshly and end up typing nothing. So enough is enough. Midterms are over and I am off to truly get back to things.
There are so many quizzes, tests and just so much work. It's not going to get easier either. I think I finally have a handle on how I should do things. I don't want to make excuses for myself for not posting but I have to face facts. I am not responsible. I am not good with managing things. And I always procrastinate. In a way, I think everyone deals with this in some shape or form but it's just how they handle it to be how they conquer it and ..I think every day I'm getting better at it. Small things like avoiding temptations will lead to big victories. Practice makes better. Not perfect because no matter I won't be.